Every time I have had loved ones pass away, there have been dear Christians who have mourned or wept with me. Yet, I have had one time after I had the loss of Mother and her sister two weeks apart. Then later their brother, my uncle. People remembered me, and I was indeed comforted that they cared for it was a deep loss. Then two weeks after my uncle, my sister, younger than I am, passed because of a blood clot.
At the time she entered the hospital, my sister-in-law took over because I was not feeling well and was out of state to help one of my daughters move. When I learned early that morning that my sister had passed, I had trouble breathing and went across the street to the hospital and was hospitalized. The sister-in-law took over completely and said I could choose the last song and to let her or my other sister-in-law know. I did, but the other one did not tell the one in control. Consequently, the song that my sister had told me she wanted used was not used. My sister had wanted me to write a poem about her life about six months before, and she like it a lot. Those for whom I have written poems have always had them used at their funerals. Both sisters-in-law chose a small leaflet and never had the poem used which would have needed the regular-sized leaflet.
When I arrived at the viewing, only my brother stood there receiving those coming. He had never been with Shirley, my sister, the entire time in the hospital or talked with her on the phone. I had talked with her and learned about some of her thoughts before surgery.
Then my brother’s in-laws came, and not one spoke to me or offered any condolence. I was hurting so much but felt I was in the midst of enemies. They came to the graveside service. My sister handed me the “Sister” from the bouquet. Then we went to the church where she had instructed me to make the arrangements for the luncheon, and I did and paid for it. All her relatives who were there, even stood by me at the luncheon, one on one even at the table, and not one said a word.
It has been about five years ago now, and I feel so bad because they are in the same small town where I moved back to watch after my loved ones and, yet, never express anything to me.
I know a classmate of mine who has the church the wife and children are in. The husband remains in another church. I finally, after leaving town for eight months to be with my family while they are in S.C., decided to write him to ask him if there is some reason they would be that way. He quoted the following verse and other related verses:
Romans 12:15 (KJV) Rejoice with them that do rejoice, and weep with them that weep.
Although they dress in plain clothes with bonnets, that does not signify their inner being — their heart. Give them a tender heart for those who hurt and the willingness to feel their pain.
(Tribute to Our Sister, Daughter of Vera and Delmar Roberts)
Shirley, Our Bright, Cheery Meadow
(Refreshing, as a bright, cheery meadow)
She was the baby sister for Richard and Joyce
A delight to her family — no better choice.
She was a gift to her mother and dad, too.
She was a joy to all, all her life through.
Within a short time came along came another
It was Erroll, her remarkable little brother,
To whom she could be the big sister
And to this day he was a help, even older.
She, like a meadow, resplendent and bright,
With pretty flowers, grass for hay, and light,
She supplied beauty and sustenance for all
And gave repose for those with a long haul.
Shirley remembered birthdays and special dates
And cooked delicious food to fill our plates.
She liked to plan family trips to Winter Park.
We’d all meet at the cabin before dark.
She played volleyball at Fort Hays State
And played games that were always great.
She served the Lord in Campus Crusade
And loved Christ and to Him always prayed.
She made friends easily and always had a smile.
People would greet her with hugs all the while.
Shirley worked at K. U. in the department of math
And later at Ft. Hays on the same career path.
A special love of hers was for her kittens —
“Pepsi Snoball,” Squirt, Abby, Molly Marie and Mittens.
She passed all her insurance exams exceedingly well
And could have had special positions others tell.
Disability because of a variety of health conditions
Along came, with recommendations of her physicians.
Eventually, using a wheelchair due to “zero balance”
Was necessary, but did not change her countenance.
The same smile and persistence radiated with no derail.
When someone suggested that she pay bills by mail,
She said she had to keep moving to be strong,
So went to each place and proceeded along,
Hanging onto the car, rolling in and back out,
Only to do it again and again as she went about.
What determination to keep on, to keep fit!
She had perseverance and would not quit,
And never gave up through illnesses and surgeries, …
Of cancer, disabilities and troubles with her knees.
Just as her mother, she had dark hair and eyes of brown.
Now she is with her precious Lord, receiving her crown.
Joyce Roberts Lott
July 14, 2011
(from blog of 2017)
The doctor admitted me as a cardiac patient. My blood pressure was 209. I was in the hospital two days. I thought of my sister often.
I had many visitors, some flowers and cards. Some visitors later told me when they came that I was asleep and that they left then. I am thankful for the prayers and the other remembrances. They were comforting to me.
I shared the joys I had from last talking with my sister. She had said she felt positive about the test and possible surgery. That indicated that she had peace. Then she wanted to tell me about a helicopter vs. a plane ride. She said it was so different to be in a helicopter. She said she was on her back and seemed alone among the clouds. I said that sounds like “going up”! She agreed.
That conversation with her when the flowers I ordered arrived in her room comforts me now, and I marvel at how quickly Wesley Medical delivered the flowers.
The others in the room later told me of the red, pink and yellow roses, that she focused on the pink one and made over it. From that, planning for her funeral led to choice of pink flowers. The flowers at the funeral were beautiful.
I know she has “gone up! I miss her. We had plans to do various short trips and maybe even a longer one to the mountains, which she dearly wanted one more time.
On her 59th birthday, I took her to have pictures taken of her. I had thought about doing it on the 60th, but then I thought “Why wait?”. The picture posted is from her 59th birthday. We had a great time in that session. Her surgery was on her 60th birthday.
“Why wait” … on the things we are prompted to do.” Will there be another time available? Too briefly one’s time here on earth can end, and the person is called to “go up”!